The Chaos of a Tired Mind

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Random musings here... I'm feeling tired. 

The kind of tired where you just don't want to leave the comfort of your bed, let alone conquer the day and deal with all the exhausting "adulting" stuff—that just isn’t fun anymore.

The kind of tired where you dread leaving the house, and once you're out, your mind spirals into endless chaos... like having 100 tabs open at once, all competing for attention.

The kind of tired where, deep down, you want to grab your purse and take on the world like the  women in Hallmark movies—but knowing my luck, I'd get lost, fall off a cliff, end up with amnesia, and eventually get eaten by a bear.

But even tired, I will keep moving forward. Because I'm a Steinmetz, and we don’t stop. I've got my family and friends, and really, that’s all I need.

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